The Suspect
I think it’s safe to say,
We’re all a little bit lonely here
And something inside
Makes it hard for us to give love away
Bliss
Well here we are, a little nervous I know
I’ve never given my heart to another
I’ve only kept it close
Everything I’ve ever wanted has come knocking at my front door
But the sacred and profane are in the arms of war
I’ve been a ticking bomb
A tired song
And you are the right in this world of wrong
This life
Black and white
And it’s amazing how
You can bring the colors out
Tonight
I’m lying awake, but it feels like I’m just
Dreaming in color
Little white lies, could never hurt us I know
It’s bliss and I’ve no reason not to say so
Towers
You are the sun shining my way
I am the rain on your parade
It’s been hard to see what’s right before me
And easy to be wrong
And I feel sorry when I’m alone
Angry that I ever let you go
I never meant what I said
The terrible things I said…
Wait, I don’t really want to wait
But I’m good at taking my time, taking my taking, throwing it all away
Do you believe that our first glances
Brought us here for second chances?
I took the long way
Back to the home where my heart should have stayed
Thought I was sunk but I saw the light
Your tower guides me home tonight
Wait, I don’t really want to wait
But I’m good at taking my time, taking my taking, throwing it all away
Stay, you never left but I was already gone
I’m so good at taking my time, taking my taking, throwing it all away
This Can’t Leave the Room
I’m on your side
It’s only when seasons change that I
Start my slow decline into the dark for a while
I’ll stay by your side
Even when jealous eyes cloud mine
And seeing the pain through the tears and the hate
Makes it hurt so much more…
Don’t say a thing
Just let your eyes give your secrets away
Hoping to find some sort of reason
Here’s to the love we began
Falling like sand through me hands
If only the love in my heart
Would break you apart like it once did
Don’t say a thing
Just let your eyes give your secrets away
Hoping to find some sort of reason
Don’t say a thing
Caught in the moment that we gave away
Hoping to find some sort of reason
All this time spent on the surface of things
The spoils of war in our hands
All this time spent on the surface again
Years of Denial
I saw it all from the 40th floor
It was a long way down
From the top…
Where it was clear I was headed south
I saw the things that I tried to be
Never quite enough, never really me
She knows the feelings I have, I don’t have to say anything
But in the end
When everything around us dies
Will you remember what it felt like
(Remember what it felt like)
To be alive?
Like a song you’re stuck inside of me
I guess we’re all a little lonely
There’s evidence of a side of me
That used to see the forest for the trees
You know I’ve loved you all along
Loved you in spite of me
Another starting point?
I’ve had enough of all the lies and the motel keys
I’ve swallowed every pill and I have drank my fill
Do you still love me?
Dream Over
Surprise surprise
The world changes
So did you and I
Oh my word what have we done?
We’re alive
But honey we stopped living years ago
This house we bought together, faded in the weather
I thought we’d rise above
The writing fades
This feels like a freight train heading south
For the winter, I’m in the backseat head in my hands
What do you see?
What do you feel?
For the first time, we chose different roads, it’s the same old thing
I’m losing touch
I’m fighting the cold war
I’m sorry love, so sorry
Dream over, Dream over
Feels like I’m falling off the edge
Dream over, Dream over
If you could only see they way I see us now
Heaven sheds a tear on us
Aftershocks that bury us
And we’re the ones that died
We sleep alone tonight
Wide Awake
Take back all the things you said tonight
Everything I ever thought was real, sank within sight
Blurry eyes and an earthquake in my heart
God I know you hear me
But do you hear me anymore?
I’m forming questions at the speed of light
All this fumbling in the darkness pushes you aside
One thing I want
Is to know that I don’t have to lie here wide-awake
In the dark
I don’t want to live this way anymore
I don’t want to live this way anymore
I was born of an accidental night
Promise me it’s all behind, all behind your brand new set of eyes
Forty days and nights I sat just waiting for it all to end
God I know you’re with me
Some days I just don’t feel it, and I don’t understand
I’m forming questions at the speed of light
All this fumbling in the darkness pushes you aside
I’m turning pages again
I’m turning into the very thing I hated all these years
I’m risking all that I am
I’m shedding all of the skin I never felt at home in
Imagination?
Gone, I’m gone
It’s been 24 hours and I can’t see the sun
Where’s the sun?
All my rivers flow into the ocean and get swallowed up
Just give me some time
And I can disappear without a memory
I’m like an apple picked before it ripens and I want to hear…
That you could (make it better)
I know, I know it’s hard to change
What has already been thrown away…
Call it what you want, call me a sinner or a saint that’s fallen
Everywhere I turn these looks and stares remind why I’m crawling
And you could (make it better)
I know, I know it’s hard to face
I’m waiting on you to lead me on
Is it my imagination?
I’m just calling out
My walls are burning down
Is it my imagination?
I’m waiting, waiting
Only you can save me
Liars
I’m quite scared of letting go
But I’m more tired of holding on
I have seen the way we were and could be
If giving up is the best way out
Then why does fear and medication always win out?
I’ll miss the memories we made and ones that never saw the light of day
They say the pain will go away on it’s own
I say they’ve never been here before
They say that time heals the deepest of scars
Well time’s never been on my side
I’m still reeling from the blow to my heart
I wanted everything or nothing at all and it’s wake up call
Ringing louder in my ears, make it, make it stop now
I felt alive
(Don’t want to wake up alone)
When it was you and I until our last breath
(Don’t want to wake up alone)
This doesn’t feel like it should
This can’t be real, I want to know
Are you scared like I am scared tonight?
Apathy (Look at Me)
We took it too far
We drove off the canyons edge and rode it all the way down
We were the building
Crumbling from the inside out
You were the right one
You were the wrong one to let go
You were the angel for the angel shaped hole
Same old thing
Different time
I’ll give up reason for the rhyme
Look at me
Whatever happened, I was wrong
I never should have waited so
I never should have waited so long
I always waited for the right time
But all of them are gone
I never should have waited so
I never should have waited so long
We can cover it and bury it under
Ten years of solitude and it’s a fine line we’ve been walking
It’s so hard to hear when we’re not talking
Same old thing
Different time
I’ll give up reason for the rhyme
Same old page
Different line
I’ll say it now for the last time
All the Time in the World
Do you remember when the road would never shake us?
Do you suppose we fell asleep at the wheel?
Without us knowing, without that momentary flicker in our eyes
10 miles to go, so close, but too far
Do you believe that one conversation might have saved,
Every year that went by without one?
Well it’s true and it’s sad
But coming clean was not an option you had
Maybe, maybe, maybe?
It never hurts, never hurts so bad
That I can’t try to love you more
It never lasts, never lasts so long
Cause we’ve had all the time
We’ve had all the time in the world
Am I a stranger?
Am I a myth that could have been?
Well I’ve spent too much time holding my hands in my aching head
Well maybe some autumn afternoon I’ll drive to where you live
And I’ll hold on, hold onto the future instead
And maybe we’ll laugh about it now, maybe?
You Can Always Find Me
I gave it up, gave it all cause I knew it was love
I was like a ship on an angry sea
And you were like a tidal wave that capsized me
Every minute every hour every passing day
I watch the faces we could have been
Strangers without a name
Reminding me that somewhere your heart beats apart from mine
Oh life
Oh time
Oh love
Cross the bridge to my side
You, out of sight
And I’m waiting where you can always find me
You can always find me
Honey these troubled times
Look up and you will see my light
You can always find me
You can always find me
I know it aches and never goes away on it’s own
You were just a child in an empty home
And you can’t love if you don’t let love in
The hardest part of loving you is wondering when you will come back
It’s crazy and it’s everything the world will try to take away
Never again, never again, never again
The Verdict
I think it’s safe to say,
We’re all a little bit lonely here
And something inside
Makes it hard for us to give love away
We’ve chosen from the tree
And still cross our fingers behind our backs
Looking for an escape
Makes it hard for us to mean what we say
Wave goodbye
(Just a little longer)
We’re holding on and our grip is getting weaker
It’s so strange, the way we fight ourselves to the end
The sun will rise
(Just a little longer)
We’re far behind but we’re ready for the love in your heart